It

moves/is moved; breathes/is breathed; fixes/is fixed; loves/is loved; understands/is understood; holds/is held; processes/is processed.

You ask why you can't write more, why you can't plan what to write, and why you can't know what to write.

Look at something, listen to something. Anything you not yet know.
You don't have to arrive anywhere, you can't reach anything.

You are saying, that the trees seem closer, that the colours appear stronger, that the sounds are music. And below you see the small and also large, meaningful universe of the ants, and you realize that even they are subject to gravity, as well as you.

You need not think so much. You are now closer to something that moves you, you are being moved.

You say:
"What will be, will be," and you hold on to your heart.